Matthew Duy Nguyen. Half-decent at piano, terrible grades at school and a fan of manga&anime. Stupid right? And i doubt you're any better. Welcome :) Code Geass :D

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I've been diagnosed with depression. Anime depression. Kjjdhidbddjvdbdhiuejbsb. ;( Gonna watch a comedy anime after assessments to cheer me up.

It was totally worth it. Gonna not watch anime until assessments are over. Depressed over Mirai Nikki too. Also had an anime depression after Code Geass and Elfen Lied. The animes were too good to end. Go watch Mirai Nikki. Or at least the opening. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGE7ep2XPUo
Recommended to Lynnie and Jing since they like Deadman Wonderland :3

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I sometimes see people who are obviously at unease yet I can't do anything for them. Whatever i might say may plunge them deeper into their despair. It's difficult for many others too, wanting to help yet fearing the possibility of doing the exact opposite. Yeah, many find this cowardly and i dont reject that notion. It takes courage to talk to someone and risk on the possibility of cheering them up or bringing them down unintentionally of course. That's why I'm patient when i teach others, most of the time haha. Teaching is just regurgitating what ive learned, doesnt mean i know everything LOL I need to apologise to some people on monday about my 'teaching attitude'. Might have been too harsh on some people when i taught them quite recently. I probably intensified their insecurities ;( Screw dota 2. Finishing Mirai Nikki today.

Won every single dota 2 game today. 3 games and 3 wins. Leshrac in the first two games which was fun with all the ganks. All his skills hurt like a bitch LOL Ho was vengeful spirit then ice apparition respectively. Bastard never got arcane boots LOL 3rd game he randomed leshrac =( What were the chances of that happening? So i went as lich and ultied beautifully. Gonna go watch my own replays when i feel down haha.

There have been countless times where I want to voice my opinions freely about others. Unfortunately, I restrain myself if that happens or condense my opinions into a more euphemistic nature. I consider myself to rarely say bad things about people whilst in front of them, bringing up their flaws, but it's the same with most others. We don't want to hurt you because to improve, there must be something to be stopped to allow one to improve in the first place. I've learned to keep my composure in most situations and am quite happy at being perceived as a passive person. I want to merely observe. On a side note, Shihai has a kinda cute? female friend judging from his facebook photos. He has changed a lot. Hopefully it was for the better. I'll miss the old him where we would chat about anime.

Going to have to condense my long ass posts so i dont give people a headache. But i'll move onto the lighter side. School was okay. Confided some of my thoughts to trusted people and did chem hw during free period. Went off to ho's place and watched 2 eps of mirai nikki and a commentary. Really scared right now. Go watch mirai nikki or just watch the end of ep 3. Paranoia kicking in. Went to the train station to catch the 3:40 train, running there and just making it in time despite ho's protests of 'just walk and we'll make it'; he lost 30c change that day LOL And guess what. From cheso It stopped at sefton. Apparently a train broke down on the way to bankstown. Called kim and turns out she missed the train. Got off at rego and it was so crowded. Got to banks for tutor, got a hello punch from christopher and martin haha.

I have so much to blog for today. Many thoughts are rampaging throughout my mind. And they aren't of a good nature at all. I don't feel like sharing my thoughts today. All i can do is give you some insight to my feelings. People who I perceived as friends, oh how wrong I was. It was laughable that I considered some people as my comrades. With every pull, there was a push and that was depressing. Those who I didn't think much of were kind. And very few who I thought highly of made my day. But the rest of those people, I can't believe it at all. Blindly chasing others, it really disgusts me to see your true nature. Sayonara false memories.

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