matthewnguyen

Oh my

My ideas are gradually yet definitely dwindling. I keep saying this, but it's hard to make a substantial blog post everyday. I cant remember the number im up to for catalyst chronicles so i cant do that now. Yipee! Diary post.

So after a longish night of studying for the test, the test was so fucking hard. It had something about a region being rotated about the y axis so yeah. Lots of lower and upper bound shit. Sketching a logarithmic curve and sketching derivative and antiderivative graphs. All in all, i choked metaphorically. I heard some answers being discussed and i had similar number so i should be fine. This is why i despise the aftermath of exams, you find out how much you got fucked over. "Oh did you do this?" No i didnt, so how many marks have i lost? Yeah shitloads. Sure its fun comparing answers but its a gamble too. Because what you did was correct with reference to yourself but possibly not to others. Get the picture? In fact, there is no use of imagery here so that expression was futile.

I just sat in tutor in the short break listening to music to drown out the voices of intelligent people discussing their answers. Im pretty much a down syndrome person compared to everyone else in the class. The teacher was like, i prefer the polynomials topic to ne taught in year 10, not in year 11. Fuck man, we've barely scratched polynomials at school and these goddamn egyptian kids in year 9 have finished it already. Its weird. Be surrounded by dumbasses and be the smartest in exchange for not improving, or be surrounded by genii who crush your self esteem and confidence, but also improves your skills. Sacrifices have to be made and im making mine.

Yeah, skyped with tim and ho while playing osu. Awesome shit as we tell each other off for missing notes and having shitty scores. Pretty enjoyable i reckon to game and talk as if they're right next to you. Its a shame james was busy but owells, theres always next time. Yay, can't wait for my primary school reunion in the hols. Its pretty much 6 close ish asian friends anyway so its all cool :D