matthewnguyen

Suicide

Now at our age, I would be surprised if you had not thought of at least once, leaving this world. No matter how brief the thought was, it counts. Everyone has a low point in their life and at that point, you wished your existence was gone. Personally, having such thoughts like these are fine. It's a way to cope with your problems. To think about them. But to act it out? Selfish. No one can be optimistic all the time and i accept that fact. But to throw your life away on a whim is despicable. Of course you would want to know who would cry for you and all, to be able to find out who your "true" friends are, but you can't do that if you're dead. Paradox. This hsc thing. It's so trivial. I dont mind going to tafe. Get a course, transfer, all good. A year or so gone. That's it. Uni doesnt guarantee success. Uncle is a phd in science. No job so he's tutoring kids now. These friends you have now. There is no guarantee that you will not forget them. Dont be so hasty saying, of course i will remember them. You won't. Recall every single friend in primary school. Including those who are acquaintences. Hard isn't it? You may have that same feeling once you get used to uni. But there will be more interactions i guess so less likely to forget. Strayed off and no paragraphs. Sorry ipod sucks at blogger.