In our culture, the phenomenon called emotion is only a
mental disorder
Matthew Duy Nguyen. Living was our punishment. For one person to attain happiness, another must equally be cursed with despair. Ever-Present Feeling<> World of Scattering Flowers<> Rain of Ice<> Requiem for the Blind Alchemist<> Traumerei<> Believe me<> Overflowing Love

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Jealousy
Can't help but twinge sometimes when I scroll down facebook and see peoples' timetables. They sync with others and well, it's confortable knowing that someone you know will be studying with you in the near future, or just seeing them is enough to feel at ease in new environment.

With me however, I've slightly planned out my timetable for uni. I will be a loner at university for quite a while, just quietly searching for some friends. With quite a lot of free time, I shall study in the library and get good results on my tests. Then hopefully see a group of people or a person I like who has the same feelings as me and just make a friend there.

Shall meet up with my highschool friends now and then, but feel the unbridgable gap between us and just accept how things have become. I don't regret anything since it was my own choice. I have to deal with that and I'm happy for it.





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