matthewnguyen

Thoughts

While taking a shower, i don't sing or think of happy thoughts. I think about depressing scenarios and life with a mixture of anime. Imagine this: the person you love the most in the world right now, let's become a bit crueler, imagine three people you treasure, one family and two friends. You have had a glimpse into the future or more realistically, someone has threatened to torture them, but has no intent to kill. The pain these three people will go through will be unbearable pain; they would wish they were dead everyday, but be unable to die until years later of daily torture.

Now you may think I'll say something like: 'Who would you save?' No. This is where the anime concept comes into play. "Would you kill someone you love because of love?" You tell them about what has happened, they don't believe a single word and laugh it off. No matter what you do, no evidence has been left behind of the threat and you can't convince them at all. So you have a choice. You can either have the mentality of "I warned you" and know that they'll be suffering and wish they were dead, or have the mentality of "killing someone for the sake of love". By killing them yourself, you can guarantee that they won't have to endure any torture in the future at all. You can't hire anyone, if you try to convince them that you have to kill them, they'll obviously think you're crazy. This has to be done by yourself and there is no such thing has 'silent killing' they will always see your face. To bloody your own hands for the sake of the peoples' blood on your hands.

Kill them and be hated by them to save them from torture? Or let them live their life a bit before they suffer a terrible fate? I need time to think on my answer.